My tears are turning into time

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 21:34:34 GMT

Hey...yeah umm i haven't updated in like soooooo long! because i haven't been allowed on for like...ever.....and i dnt know when i'll be allowed on again...cauz i keep asking my mom when i will be...and she keeps saying like no i dnt know when you will be allowed on again.....yeah....and it sucks cause i NEVER have anything to do.....yeah...

so john's party is tomorrow! and i get to see alexa! cauz i'm not like allowed to any more! :-( it's so sad! because she's like my really good friend....and yeahh

So yeah....i'm gunna go because staci and me are gunna go out soon

(and go buy some clothes at wall-mart......lol)

STACI LORRAINE BONIN IS SOOOO AMAZING! I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

i love you all so much guys....thankyou all so much for always being there for me

JP*KV*SLB*AL*SB*CS*LJ*MD*TO*JC*JH*CN*CM*CC*AD*LB*JW*MB*AL*SA*BG*AG*VP*MN*CP*AM*BM*BT*GM*MG*AH*BO*

you guys are all so amazing....your the best friends a girl could ever ask for!

I love you...i just wish i could tell you that<3

Tara<3

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 16:33:49 GMT

Hey guys....umm i'm not supposed to be on now......but i haven't been feeling good latley...and i haven't been that hungry.......and i wasn't allowed to go to rec (sigh) anyway......i better be going before i get in trouble

i love you all so much<3

Tara<3

The soul within me,no man can degrade

If i died tomorrow......would you care

So i guess this is good bye but before i leave...i want you to know...i love you<3

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 01:42:08 GMT

The rest of saturday:So we ended up shopping........and we were looking for undies :-P and they were all like large and x-large.....so i took a pair of these big ass boy shorts that saied happy holidays on it.....and threw them at my mom and i was like HAPPY HOLIDAYS! and then i really wasn't feeling good........and melissa and me went and ate...and then we went to bed because i was feeling SO SICK!

Sunday: Melissa and me woke up and we ate...and then we went on the computer....and then she went home at like 10.....and then i went and babysat these kids.....lol....and i was sitting on the couch watching lord of the rings with thm ( i didn't understand any of that movie by the way ) and tis kid that's like 8 was like I SEE YOUR UNDIES! but you can't see mine cauz mine cover my butt! lol it was so funny :-P!

Monday: Advisory: me and alexa got food....and i had to put the milk in my shirt.....and it looked like i was pregnant...so staci was like when is it due? ( so that's how the pregnant thing started everyone! ok! i'm not really pregnant! )

Period 1: so boring...i got yelled at like the whole period

Period2: boring...we read the chink book

Period3: chorus.....i felt so sick!

Period4: Health....we warched pongebob lol!

Period5: But the Vandenator made me come in at the begining of lunch to talk to her...she gave me this big lecture about how even if i'm inhappy with myself....there are still things i can do to make me happy......my god i hate her! yeah and then i went to the bathroom with michelle and alexa to get all the pencil off of alexa's boobs lol! snd then i had like the hugest lunch....

Period6: social studies...we had to take a bunch of notes....and then we watched the rest of that really bloody movie...and tim kept making fum of me the whole time///your so mean to me tim!

Period7: sience....so boring...we had to find the different parts of a microscope.....it was so gay.....

Period8:Home and careers.....we had to present or collages......and brent stole elroy and raped him!

Period9: we had to present our name things.....it was so gay.....

Cheerleading: we had to do our compititon in groups by birthday....me and kelly went together since we have the same birthday :-)

yeah.....

Tara<3

MELISSA'S HEREEE!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 20:15:26 GMT

Hey....well i haven't updated in a while.....i guess........

Thursday: Yeah well we had terra nova testing again.......grrrr! i didn't understand ANY of it.....i guessed all of it! lol...and yeah.....it was a pritty boring day....i kept tripping...lol....staci! and then on spanish class....OMG! Billy.....i swear...if i ever get my hands on your phone...i'm deleting that picture off of it!

Friday:WE HAD OUR LAST GAME OF THE SEASON!!! omg i love you girls all so much....we've all grown so close together....i'm so happy i got to meet all of you! umm so yeah...we didn't have anny terra novas today...so i had math and language arts......the vandenator was yelling at me like the whole time.....but thank god i had pictures during her class....so i got to leave.....and then in language arts.....and i got a 6 out of 6 on my test! OH YEAH! but i copeyed off of this other kid...lol! and then umm we had gym...but we had pictures the begining of the period....so then we skipped the rest of it....lol! and then i had health....and i was trying to get tim to give me a piggy back ride! but then he wouldn't....and he tripped me! your so mean to me! and then we had lunch! it was mix it up day today.....so we sat with all these nerdy kids....and this hot 6th grader....lol staci...and tim! lol! tim kept asking all these 6th grade guys if they were single....lol it was so funny! and then me and alexa walked with john....and he kept sticking paperclips down our shirts....:-P and then i had social studies...and we had to watch this movie that like had all these guys dying in it....omg it was so nasty...i couldn't watch it! and then i had science.....and yeah....it ws gay! lol! and then i had home and careers and we had to cut out our pictures out for out collage thinggy!lol and then i had spanish...and we had to make this gay thing out of our name with spanish words.....so i used estupida,morea,americana,and alta.....(stupid,brunette,american,and tall) and then we had our game! i love you girls all so much! and then melissa came over! and yeah.....!

Saturday:umm melissa's here still...and we want to like either go back to her her house.....or like go shopping....so yeah.....

Tara<3

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:06:19 GMT

ok....well yet again...i haven't updated in a couple days!

Sunday:I went to the city to see my grandma cuz it was her birthday.....instead of going out with John + Alexa

Monday: Umm i dnt remember.....

Tuesday: yeah...that was like a really boring day...and then me tim and alexa and cassandra went to john's locker...and then alexa missed the bus...so she came to sheerleading practice with me + cassandra....and it got cancled anyway cauz we only had 11 people.....so we ordered a pizza and listened to music the whole time

Wendsay: Period 1,2,+ 3: Terra nova testing! ahhh! SO BORING!

period 4:health...so much fun..as usual...omg staci i loveyou SOOO MUCH!

Period 5: lunch....Laura andChelsa made me buy them icecream! my god you guys know how to make a stupid kid confused! lol love you guys to death tho!

Period 6: Social studies....my god i didn't understand half the things going on today!

Period 7: Science....we had to present our protazon hll of fame things again! YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW THIS! lol claudette and kelly!

Period 8: Home and careers.....we had to cut out pictures of things for our collages...brent was like cutting out pictures of girls in like swim suits the whole time....lol

Period 9: Spanish......lol when i was waliking to it....i was trying to get tim to tie my shoe...and then he wouldn't....so i got brendon to do it for me! THANKS BRENDON!!!! LOVE YA! :-P

cheerleading: we had a game today......and then guy who desides if we go to compitition was there....so we were all being really good! so it was really boring!

bus: yeah...well i didn't have time to change so i change on the bus....and i fell when i was trying to get my pants on...lol and this kid saw my ass because of that....my god he must be traumatised for life now! lol!

love always

Tara<3

thank you all of you guys for being there for me

AL,JP,SB,KV,CS,CN,

+so many more! i love you guys all so much!<3

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 20:39:31 GMT

Yeah...i'm bored so......yeah...

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Sat, 29 Jan 2005 02:47:45 GMT

Yeah....so i haven't updated in like a week.......again...so ummm lemmy see if i can remember the whole week

sunday: umm i slept over alexa's house on saturday....so yeah.....and then we watched tv for a while....and then we like ate and junk.....and then we went on the computer....and then i went home.....and yeah.....

monday:umm i don't really remember anything that happened! lol!

tuesday:umm i don'r really remember today either......lol

wendsday: ok! this day i remember! lol i woke up this morning and passed out! and then i got ready for school and then my mom told me we had no school! so then i had to go with her to ger her stitches out.and then i went to the doctor...cauz i haven't been feeling good...and they saied i have something that's like from anxiety...or whatever! and then i stayed in my bed like all day and watched movies!

thursday: yeah...um i forgot! lol! i'm such a loser! like i remember things that happened like a week ago and something that happened like two days ago.....but i can't remember what i did yesterday! lol!

friday: ok! now this was today! so i shoukd remember most of this! umm yeah....so i had to take my math midterm first period....and mrs.vandemark was like giving me this whole bitchy attitude cauz i was late...and she was like ok...you have lunch detention....and i was like umm why...and she was like cauz your always late...and i'm hardly ever late...i think she dosen't like me!yeah and then i had language arts......and we had to take a test on the chink book....and yeah....i never pay attention when we read this book....so i failed it.....and then i had chorus! oh joy! and yeah.....we sang...or singed.....or like sung.....idn...grrrrr! however you say it!yeah!and then i had art! and i drew some of my sad pictures! lol! and then i had lunch detentionm mith mrs.vandemark! and omg i hate her so much! all she did was talk to me about how she knows i can do better than i am and all that shit....grr i hate her! and then yeah.....i had social studies...yeah and that was boring...and then i had science...and i almost fell asleep in that...and then i had tech....and we raced or cars that we made....all the guys were giving their cars such grose names! lol one kid named his necropheliac.....and i was like yeah...that's just really grose! lol! and then i had spanish and yeah.....that was really boring....and then i had cheerleading! and we were stealing bagles from the teacher's lounge! and then we got introuble for stealing sodas.....and yeah.....then our coach got really pissed at us and yeah....and then i got home and i watched tv for like an hour...and now i'm on the computer...and yeah......

yeah....so like evryone's doing this....so leave your name in a comment and i'll tell you what i think of you......

All the pain I t h o u g h t I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you

I feel like I am all a l o n e
All by myself I need to get around this
If I s h o w you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

And I don't wanna f a l l to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a c o n v e r s a t i o n
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to t a l k about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the o n l y one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come u n d o n e
You bring me back again
Back u n d e r the *stars*
Back into your arms

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 02:21:34 GMT

I'm at alexa paige limato's house! <---mannnn i love this little whore! lol!

Yeah......i haven't like updated in like a week......so i'm not even gunna try to remember what i was doing this whole week so yeah....i'm just gunna do the days i remember!!

Friday:Ummmmm pritty boring day......then i went over alexa's.......and we went on the computer for like 2 hours....and then we got ready for rec......and then we picked up alyssa and veleira. and then yeah....rec was ok.....the dj played like a whole bunch of bad songs....and he played 1,2 step like 2 times....and yeah.....me and alexa were dancing with john hicks like most of the time.....(OMG ALEXA AND JOHN! ILU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!) Yeah......and then we left.....and we went back home to alexa's!!

saturday: we hung out and shizz and like..yea now i'm here with her and i'm sleeping over again and this is amazing!! we're snowed in and yeaa this is gonna be another awesome day with my whore..aka DORY or the YELLOW POWER RANGER(lol lexa and brad!!:-P) wellllllll yeaaaaaaa we gots to goooooo!!

Love always

Tara<33

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 05:26:17 GMT

Yeah so i haven't updated in quite a few days.....and this son of a bitch wasn't working yesterday.....so yeah......i'm doing it now!

Wendsday: Umm everyone had a 2 hour delay because of the snow......ummm yeah...and then i almost missed the bus....and i forgot to bring my phone.....wich really sucked caus i had a game today and my mom thought we had it at central valley when we had it at our school. so then she got really pissed at me.......and then she got even more mad at me because she had to come pick me up when the activity buses were still there......but usually when we have a game the buses are gone by the time the game is done....so yeah....i didn't know that i could take it home so yeah.......and then my mom took my phone away.......and i got really sad cauz i love my phone! lol.

Thursday: Yet another 2 hour delay because of the 8th graders.........umm i dont remember like anything i did today! lol! yeah......and then i had detention! wich was so boring.......because i was the only person....and i had like nothing to do! so i was like drawing the whole time......and yeah it was boring!

Friday: ummmm pritty boring day........and umm yeah so then on the bus alexa asked me if i wanted to come over her house...so yeah i did......and then we like hung out and ate for a while......and then willy anf johnny came over and they showed us their condoms they bought......lol and then we started walking.....and then they ran the other way......so then we were running all over looking for them.....and then i hurt my knee somehow.....and it hurt when i bent it......and then brook called us and asked us if we wanted to go the the movies with her......so yeah.......we saied yes.....so then we went to the movies to see coach carter....and we saw jesse,steven,and derick....and jese didn't look too happy to see us......and then we saw cassandra,delaney and some other chick....and cassandra was what are you seeing and i was like coach carter.....and she was like oh...my brother saw that....he saied it sucked..and it came out today! yeah and then we watched some of the movie....and we were throwing food at ppl......and we were playing the penis game lol! and then we got bored with the movie......so then we just talked in the bathroom the whole time. and then we went eat pizza......and then we went back to alexa's........and then we went on the computer and junk....and then we watched mean girls and we went to bed

saturday: ummm me and alexa had oreos for brekfast! lol.....yeah that's healthy......and then we watched tv for like a long time lol and when we were watching room raiders alexa was like tara we should get our own house......and have like parties every night......and bang people like all the time! lol alexa i love you! and then we got bored so we tried calling john.....and he didn't pick up.....so we left him like a million messages lol and then we went on the computer.....and then we watched bend it like beckham and then my dad came to pick me up.......and then i watched tv for like ever....and then vincent's stupid fat friend came over....oh joy....i hate this kid so much!and yeah.......i watched more tv.....and then i ate alot.......and then i went to bed

sunday:umm i went out to see the spongebob movie....and yeah....it sucked and then ummm i watched tv like all day.....and then i watched super size me......wich is an ok movie..........it's about this dude who eats nothing but mcdonalds for a whole month......and he gains like 20 pounds in 1 month.....yeah and it's kinda grose i guess when you really think about it.....yeah and now i'vr been on the computer for like 2 hours....and yeah i'm bored....

John..........you never did call us back babe!

Brooke Ashley Gonsalves and Alexa Paige Limato are the bestttt!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY MARIE HICKY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

love always

Tara<3

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 01:32:11 GMT

umm yeah......well i haven't updated in like 2 days...........so yeah.........

Monday: .......omg ashley! there BIG! lol!.....you know what that means!<-- yeah.....and that whole thing! lol i was laughing so hard! lol lusfm!!!! lol and alexa! in the hall! my binder is wet! omg! now it turned white from the wall! lol! that was so funny! yeah.......so......school was kinda boring......except for those few moments were i was laughing really hard with everyone! lol! i love you guys all SOOO MUCH! and then cheerleading was REALLY boring....we were trying to make up our compition stuff up.....and we couldn't do it because our coach was being so stupid.........so most of the time we were doing one cheer....or making up a new one.....or they were telling us that were doing something really bad......so most of the time i was hanging out with Kelly Juli Laura and Kristin! omg i love you guys all SOOO MUCH! you guys are amazing! and then on the bus i was playing with amandas phone! lol! and she has 1,2 step as her ringer.....so i was playing the same part of 1,2 step like over and over again.....yeah.......i guess you had to be there

Tuesday: We had a 2 hour delay cauz of the 8th grader's testing......my mom woke me up at like 7:20.....and then she kept telling me i had to go.......when i had so much more time till i had to go. and then when we got off the bus alexa and me were listining to her mp3 player.......and then she went to look for jackie in the gym.....so i was waiting with like kelly and melissa and averyone........and then i did my homework....lol cauz i didn't do it! lol and then i was "stripping" lol! cauz i was hot so i took of my sweater......lol and then i did one of those things where you take your clothes and you spin ot over your head.....lol! and then i was looking through staci's bag.....and she had a healy brothers keychain! omg it was so awsome! lol! so i was trying to steal it......but i couldn't get it into my pocket......so i put it down my shirt! lol and then it felt really cold....so i took it out....and mike saw me doing it.....lol and he was like......wtf first your stripping.....and now your putting keys down your shirt! lol! yeah so ummm:

Advisory: really short! but i was slapping all the guys cauz they were trying to det outside the window cauz it was snowing.....and i was really cold and they wouldn't close the winow so i was slapping them and like closing the window like all advisory!

first period: umm we went over homework all period!!!! WOO HOO!

second period: uhh we read that gay book again like all period!

third period: omg me and ashley and kelly and jenna and everybody were like hula-hooping the whole time! lol! only short ppl can hula-hoop! lol ilu girls so much!

fourth period:umm boring...we painted our "uplisting words" thinggy......and then i got paint like all over my shirt! so dani (my girlfriend lol) let me borrow her sweater! thanks dani! lusfm!

fifth period: lunch! umm i was supposed to have lunch detention with mrs.van demark....but i didn't come at the right time.....so i have to come tomorrow. yeah so then......tim wouldn't get out of my seat........so i sat on his lap like the whole period! and then i put his hair up in pagtails....and then Michelle took them out!

sixth period: omg mr.millican was just talking the whole period! i like almost fell asleep! and then he asked me a question......and i had no idea what he as talking about!

seventh period: everyone was asking me if i was going out with tim......and i had to tell everyone.....no.......jut because i'm sitting on his lap in lunch dosen't mean he's my boyfriend! so then we had to learn about bacteria....but somehow we started talking about the sunami the whole time..........

eighth period: really boring......mr.walker was like talking to us the whole time!

ninth period: umm presenting our skits.......i have to work with peter! omg he's so annoying! yeah so patrick was staring at my boobs again today......the whole period that was all he was talking about..........

going to the bus: saw tim.....so i went up to him....he was with alexa and john......yeah.......and then tim kept grabbing my butt! he was like bye tara bye tara......and everytime he saied bye to me he'd grab my butt! lol so then i started biting him! lol ilu tim! and then john grabbed my boob! lol ilu too john! and then me and alexa went on our bus

bus ride home: lol alexa! so much funnnn! first we were like calling john.....and then he was like i gotta go....everyone's being a douch bag......so yeah......and then we caled him back and we left a message and it was like....hey were horny and we wanna bang you really hard! because john left alexa one before just like that! and then i was calling him back to leave him a message that like we'd have phone sex with him if he came back.....lol and then me and alexa were singing she bangs......and right when john answerd the phone i was like SHE BANGS! and he was like what? lol! it was soooo funny!and then the rest of the ride we were listining to alexa's mp3 player....and we were like singing and everything......and then someone called me.....and i have no idea who it was lol!

yeah......so i was talking to my mom about spring break when i got home from school...... and we were gunna go to florida for spring break......but then my mom saied that we might not go cauz my dad can't get off of work then! so then i was like well you should just send me! and she was like that's a good idea! so i might got to florida for spring break all by myself! AHHH omg that would be so awsome!

love always

Tara<3

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 23:48:43 GMT

Yeah well the wekend sucked.......let me tell you just how much it sucked:

Friday: we played this fly swatter game in math....you had to like figure out what the answer to this problem was.....and then you had to swat the number on the board......i didn't get any.....lol wich shows you how much of a sped i am lol! and then in language arts we had to read that gay book! omg like everything in that book was about people drinking.....prostitutes......and bars........and this dude who cut of his hand are we allowed to read about stuff like that in school? lol.and then in gym we had to so volly ball again.....and i got hit vith the ball like so many times! and then i had art.....and the whole time me were making fun of other pplz projects!lol!(the pimp hat lol) and then in lunck......staci and alexa were mad at melanie so they didn't sit with us. and then tim was like throwing all this stuff down my shirt.......lol! ilu tim! and then in social studies we had this really stupid substitute lady......lol and me and staci were making fun of her glasses the whole time! they were like huge! and then melanie and staci made up and they are friends again! yey! and then i had science....and we learned about bacteria and everything and it was boring.......and then i had tech.....and i stole someones ctane! lol and then danny was making fun of me cauz i got pencil on my shirt and i tried to erase it and it turned blue! lol and then i had spanish.....and that was boring....and then i went home on the normal bus....and shubie was like making fun of arielle the whole time......lol they fight like an old married couple...it's so funny!

Saturday: really boring......i woke up at about 8.....and i wanted to eat a real breakfast.......and i was craving waffles...so i tried to make waffles......and that was a really bad idea.......lol i spent like 2 hours trying to make waffles! and then i didn't even get any because my brothers ate my waffles! so i had to eat cereal! and then i watched how to deal!wich is a totaly awsome movie! and then i watched the sweetest thing wich is a really funny movie! it's so funny!and then i played the sims 2 for like ever....and then i got bored so i watched mad tv for like 4 hours......and then i fell asleep

Sunday: my dad made me waffles! lol! cauz i still wanted them....but i actuly got them this time!lol and then i played sims2....and then i got my hair cut and i asked the lady to cut off 2 inches and she only cut off like 1....and then i came home and watched movies.....and then i played sims 2 for like ever.....and now i'm bored so yeahhhhhh

ASHLEY MARIE HICKEY IS THE BESTEST!!!

^^omg ashley! ilu so much! your the best!^^

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 19:37:15 GMT

umm yeah.....i haven't updated in a few days so yeah......

monday: first day comming back after break.and everyone was making fun of my hat.....cauz i straightned my hair so i wore a hat so that it wouldn't get all frizzy and curly. and we had to do volly ball in gym, with the boys....and i had nothing to wear so i had to borrow shorts from some one and they were so ugly lol! yeah and it was really boring

tuesday: umm me and alexa were being all "country westerm" lol! and me and dani made a sunami in art class! lol! and we were mixing all these ugly colors of paint and like painthing it over like everything. and then dani got in trouble and she got to be the brush princess!lol! and then i broke danny's crane in tech....I'm sorry danny! and jesse told me i should give him a blow job to make it up to him. and then i had no cheerleading practice.....so i went home on the normal bus.....wich felt so weired cauz i like always go home on the after school bus. and me and alexa were listining to tie my shoe! wich is like the most awsomest song in the world! and shubie was pretending to be gay cauz i told him gay guys are cool.

wendsday: snow day......omg it was so boring! i watched tv like all day........and my mom bitched at me like all day.....yeah

thursday: yet another snow day......and it's not even snow.....it's ice......so you can't go outside......cauz the hail stuff hurts whn it falls on you! and yeah.......i'm bored.......

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 23:03:15 GMT

Heyy ummm i got this from alexa's journal...........i had fun doing her's so i wanted to put it in my journal.....

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play!
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play!
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from!

1)After I done everything that you asked me Grabbed you, grind you, liked you, tried you Moved so fast baby now I can't find you

2)The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with

3)Hey, see cash money is a army I'm walkin' wit purple hearts on me You talkin' to the sargeant Body marked up like the subway in harlem

4)I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone

5)This beat flows right through my chest, Everybody ma and pappi came to party

6)but that's ok cause there'll be No more mountain climbing in the rain No more Long hair clogging up the drain No more Life will never be the same Life after Lisa is not so bad at all

7)Her voice is echoed in my mind I count the days till she is mine Can’t tell my friends cuz they will laugh I love a member of the staff

8) like the time in school when we got free lunch and the cool kids beat us up and the rich kids had convertables and we had to ride the bus

9)When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love

10)Oh, you drive me crazy Oh, you just bring me down Look out your window My sunshine's all around All you have to do is just surrender

11)make it touch the ground then raise it up like the garbage men do with the dump truck ladies hands up lemme see you shake ya stuff a-b-c and d cups little bitty and a big ol' butt fella's hands high lemme see you work it out one time put ur body against mine, c'mon baby grind

12)Well honey I got a lot of money Could you be my nasty girl And let me do that dirty dance witchu

13)Uh! I'm a nice dude, with some nice dreams See these ice cubes, see these Ice Creams? Eligible bachelor, million dollar boat

14)And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave

15)I'm a blond bimbo girl, in the fantasy world Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 16:05:24 GMT

yeah so melissa got jealous of my last entry

so .................................

MELISSA GUGLIELMONI (SHE DOSEN'T HAVE A MIDDLE NAME CAUZ HER LAST NAME IS TOO LONG) IS RELE AWSOME TOO. AND SHE ISN'T AS COOL AS ALEXA (LOL JK) BUT SHE IS STILL RELE COOL. AND HSE'S RELE FUNNY AND RELE PRITTY AND SHE'S SO AWSOMEEEEEEE!AND I LOVE HER!

there ya go babe!

hope you dnt feel left out now

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 23:03:25 GMT

Alexa told me i should write something about her wounderfulness in my journal

Alexa Limato 714 (5:54:30 PM): oh..i think u should say something about me..and my wonderfulness!

So............

ALEXA PAIGE LIMATO IS THE MOST AWSOMEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE FUCKING WORLD. AND SHE'S RELE NICE AND PRITTY. AND SHE LOVES ME SOOOOOO MUCH AND THINKS THAT I'M THE MOST AWSOMEST PERSON THE THE WHOLE WIDE FUCKING WORLD.

so there ya go alexa!

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 21:35:49 GMT

hey uh......i'm like rele tired cauz i haven't slept in a couple days......i just woke up from taking a nap!

friday: did nothing.....like what i've been doing the whole vacation. i played playstation like all day........and then i watched tv

Saturday: new years eve! ummmmm........first i had to clean my room idn why cauz we weren't even spending new years at home. and then i packed. and then i had to clean more. and then my mom was in a bad mood because we had to leave at like 6 and we weren't ready. and then we went and picked up casey and then we left. and then when we got there we tried knocking on my dad's window to his office. but we knocked on the wrong one! lol and then we had to wait in the lobby for a while for my dad to come.......cauz he was getting us new years eve hats and all jinds of good stuff. and then we got to our room and we got room service. and i had SO much to eat. and then we went down to the pool. and i got introuble for dunking my brother. i didn't care tho......lol and then we got back to the room and we took showers and then we watched sharktail. but i like fell asleep during it. and then i woke up and we watched tv. and then me and casey were watching theis Dick clarks rockin new years eve thing. yeah..........and lots of the ppl who were playing songs in there were like rele stupid. and then we watched the ball drop. and then me and casey drank our "champagne" and we watched kangaroo jack and king of the hill. and then we went to sleep at like 4.

Sunday: My mom woke us up at like 8 and i was rele tired. and then my dad ordered room service for us.......but he got like way too much food! and then we had to get ready and pack up all of aur stuff. and then we went home. and my mom made me take down the christmas lights.......and then i took a nap......and i'm still tired....but my brothers and my dad are watching the star wars trillogy. (they are such nerds)lol

Yeah so my new years resolutions are:

1)To loose weight

2)and to be more open to new things

Love always

Tara<3

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Wed, 29 Dec 2004 21:41:51 GMT

Hey! uhhhhh.......i haven't updated in a while........so here's what's been happining:

Saturday: went to melissa's......Delaney was there too! we went to the rez........and we wrote like i see your wenis in the snow........lol! and then we went back to her house.......and then we ate. And Me and Delaney made melissa's food grose.and then we went outside and we walked on her block. and i wrote i see your wenis on sombodys driveway in the snow........and then melissa told me that they have a camera in their driveway..............so i erased it.lol

Monday: Played in the snow with my brothers like all day! and i made some "yellow snow" (i put yellow chalk in the snow) and i made a snowball and i threw it at my brother! lol he got sooo mad at me. He was like.......Why would you pick up that? and then i told him it was just chalk and snow.......and then i threw 1 at my mom and she got rele mad! lol

Tuesday: I watched movies like all day. and ate like so much! lol i'm gunna get so fat at the rate that i'm eating! lol I wasn't allowed to do on the computer either cauz i didn't take my dog on a walk the noght before.

Wendsday: Did nothing rele. Played sims like all day. and then i got my mom ready to go to a party.....adn now i'm like rele bored.............lol

yeah......so call me or something

love always

Tara <3

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 03:03:09 GMT

Hey guys! IT'S CHRISTMAS!

Uhhhhh welll.........i got a bunch of clothes........wich is ok guess? my closet is like rele filled now.....so i guess that's ok. And i got a bunch of stuff from claires. And i got Sly2. I'm rele good at that game! lol! it's like the only video game i'm good at......lol Yeah and then i for a bunch of hair styling products........for my very frizzy hair! and i got a flat iorn. and some undies (aka thongies........as tim says! LOL) from victoria's secret. And i got this rele ugly bag that had a T on it! and i asked my mom to get me a pink coach bag! and she got me that ugly bag! and then Kelly VanHouten has to brag about all the nice bags she gets! (LOL i still love u kelly! even you get nice bags.......and i dnt)

NYBabi916:what did u get?

KellyVanHouten24: iPod mini , tiffany necklace , clothes, shoes , this HUGE basket of hair straightening stuff, jewlery , umm gift certificates to hollister , umm a prada backpack , burberry bag , and money and umm dvd's
NYBabi916:ur so lucky
KellyVanHouten24: for what?
NYBabi916: i got like nothing and i was like sitting there while my brother's opened all these presents
NYBabi916:
KellyVanHouten24: OMG aww!
KellyVanHouten24: i really didn't get a lot i only had 9 boxes and a basket
NYBabi916: but like......i ased my mom for a coach bag.....and she got me this rele ugly 1 with a T on it
NYBabi916: i would have been more happy if all i got was the coach bag!
NYBabi916: lol
KellyVanHouten24: omg woah a T? thats weird
NYBabi916: yeah
KellyVanHouten24: but flat irons are expensive!
NYBabi916 :yeah i guess.......

^^there she goes........trying to make me feel better about the fact i'm poor.....and my mom didn't get me the coach bag!^^

NYBabi916:OMG let's get a boob job together for christmas!

x 0x aLeXa L xOx:hellz yeah!

^^lol alexa! us with our tiny little boobies!^^

And then my dad's family came over for dinner.......and it was boring.............and every one was talking about how pop culture makes kids more involved in sex and porn and stuff quicker.......it was kinda ockward! lol! and then my grandpa started talking about his "first time" lol! it was rele weired! and then they were like asking me questions about like if i've had sex before and stuff! omg! i didn't answer tho.........

Yeah..........so i'm rele bored now! so plezzzzzzzzzzz come talk to me!!!!!!!

love always

Tara<3

iloveyou<3

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 21:24:06 GMT

Hey uh.......i haven't been allowed on lateley........so i haven't updated in a wile so........

Friday: Practice was soooo fun! we got to pick out music for compitition! Got home at like 6.....then i got redy for rec. And then rec was soooo much fun! But like no one wanted to dance! So then i danced by myself for a while.......and then i danced with juli......and i grinded with Mike Vespa Most of the time. and then like twords the end like every one was touching my boobs.....lol

Saturday: NOTHING! i did nothing! i was gunna go bowling with like a bunch of pplz....but then we didn't

Sunday: I had to go to my dad's christmas party for his hotel. it was alright i guess...........better thatn the one they had last year.

Monday: Boring.....every one was mad at alexa. I felt rele bad for her.

Tuesday: Practice was SOOOO much fun! we were all like dancing and doing stupid stuff! lol. And then we stoped to watch the wrestlers. And then me and cassandra almost misses our Bus!

Today: today was ok i guess........we had 2 tests today! lots of ppl gave out their gifts today. i got a card......wow i'm so loved! I gave candy canes out to ppl today.........We played kickball against the 6th grade boys in gym today! lol....it was fun.........we lost tho! Sombody pinched my butt today...i have no idea who it was tho! lol! I had no practice today.......so now i'm at home..........bored!

yeah so.......i have a game 2 morro!

come see me bitches!!!!

2 days till christmas!

love always

Tara<3

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 02:00:33 GMT

Heyy.....

well i haven't updated in a couple days

uhhhh we have a game on thursday..........i have no practice tomorrow......but then we have to make it up on friday! GRRRRR!!! I HATE OUR COACH! so then i get home at like 6 and rec starts at 7. so i have an hour to get ready. So thats like an hour for me to take a shower,do my hair,do my makeup,and get dressed. that takes me 2 hours to do in the morning to get ready 4 school. And me and Alexa still didn't get our shirts done..so i dnt no when that's gunna happen......

uh.....today was rele boring.......

1st perod: math uhhh BORING!!!

2nd period: even more boring!!! typed my research paper......almost on the last paragraph!

3rd perod: Gym......boring.....we did basketball.......UH! I HATE BASKETBALL!

4th period: art! GAYYY! I hate Mr.McWilliams. We went on a "feild trip" to the hallway

5th perod: Lunch!

6th period: Social studies. Mr.Guraun left yesterday! YEY! but we had to take notes today...and that sucked!

7th period: Science.......Alright i guess...i got to move next to kelly cauz i couldn't read the board. We talked the whole time

8th: BORING! we built our legos again today!

9th: boring too....We presented our calenders again today. and then while that was going on......Billy,willy, and this kid patrick were staring at my boobs! And then i hered them talking about it...but i didn't know what they were talking about at first. Cauz Patrick was saying to billy like like oh...i had a nice veiw there for a second....hen she moved or like......those are nice. and then i figured it out when he was trying to get a penny down my shirt. And then he was like......ur boobs are perky. and i was like umm ok.....and then he was like......yeah this is how i would describe ur boobs.....they are nice....and they r perky too. and i was like ok please stop talking about my boobs. and then he was like what billy and willy agree with me too.....they were looking at them too. OMG i was getting so mad at them

lotssa luvvvv

xOoXoOx

Tara<3

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 00:59:02 GMT

Heyy

uhhh......today was our first game of the season. uhhhhh it was kinda boring....... the coach got mad at us cauz we were talking during the game! how long are basket ball games? like two hours? I'm sorry.......but i can't sit down for 2 hours without talking! I'd like go insane! OH and were not allowed to use out cell phones. During football season we were.......it's so stupid.........i rele hate our coach!

Well......i haven't slept in like......3 days! i think out of the whole 3 days i've got like 5 hours of sleep. I'm sooooo sleepy......but i can't fall to sleep.......cauz of my cold.....it keeps me awake! it's rele annoying!

Yeah.....so jesse and brent skipped tech again today.....without me! :'(

uhhhhhh......yeah.....so i'm just gunna go now

lotssa luuuv

xOoXoOx

Tara<3

My shadows the only one that w a l k s beside me
My shallow hearts the only t h i n g that's beating
S o m e t i m e s I wish someone out there will f i n d me
Till then I w a l k alone................

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 01:23:31 GMT

heyy

today was kinda borig

Mrs.VanDemark gave me a lecture about not doing my homw work. and how she thinks i dumb myself down because in'm insecure of myself. lol i told leslie that and she was like yeah....y ou should have saied...that is true,someone told me i had a big butt......and now i'm trying to make it look smaller.

Cheerleading was kinda boring today. we did lots of building. I got lifted today!! omg it's scarry!! that was the first time i ever did it tho. i'm shure that if i did it a bunch of times it would't be as scarry.

our coach told us that if we can make up a routine by the end of december we can go to compitition. I hope that we can make a routine up by then. cauz i rele wanna go to compitition.

my arms rele hurt today. I think it's from that stunt we where doing yesterday......it really hut my arms.

yea...i'm bored........sooooooo i'm gunna go.

xOoXoOx

Tara <3

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 01:42:13 GMT

Heyy

Finaly allowed on the computer again!!!! WOOHOOO!!!

ummm......i'm talking to casey now........were singing baby got back.....lol.

yeah......cheerleading was pritty stupid today......we just did stunts. We have this 1 kinda cute 1.......where on one side there's a girl in an extention and then another girl in a prep but leaning over. so it kinda looks like the girl in the extention is on the girl in the prep's shoulders. and we have that on the other side too. and then we have a one man in the middle.

today for tech we had to go into the lecture hall because the tech class was having construnction on it.and then we had to watch a movie. So leslie asked me to give her a back massage. ao i did.......and then jesse and brent are like LESBINIANISIM YEAH! lol and then yesterday i was fighting with leslie in the hall cauz she stole my lollipop and jesse was like YEAH! TAKE YOUR SHIRTS OFF!!!

yeah....so i'm gunna go now.......

i'm boredddddd

lotssa luvvvv

xOoXoOx

Tara <3

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 20:04:33 GMT

HEYY!!!

haven't updated in soooooo long!!
I'm not allowed on the computer!!! Cauz i've been a bad girl :-* lol!!
yeah so.....i got bad grades.....lotsa refreals.......2 in 1 monthy actuly! lol they dnt no bout the second 1 tho!! atempt of throwing the referal away. And Mr.walker called my house. He's an asshole!!! Iakipped lunch detention with him an monday! lol. I told him i forgot! lol.
uhhh....not alot has happened rele........I made the white cheerleading squad. cauz i did rele bad on the dance.....i got rele nervous and forgot most of it!
Brent Osnato asked me out. I didn't hesitate and saied no right away. He was like Tara.......do you wanna go out with me?? anbd i was like NO! lol
lol and in tech class brent and jesse were deciding who has bigger boobs...me or leslie. and then they were deciding who was hotter. it was funni.....i guess........but it's kinda weired that jesse has a girlfriend and he's acting like that.
and then the next day they were like you and leslie should have a catfight. naked! and then they were like who wants to see leslie and tara have a cat fight naked. lol and then all the guys raised their hands.....lol
And then couple weeks ago...this guy mike was trying to get me to make out with him on the bus. and i wouldnt, so then i startedrunning around the bus to get away from him. lol and then every 1 was laughing. lol. dnt ask me what the guys last name is tho..,..idn lol! he's in 8th grade and he's black.....thats all i no lol
Yeah......so i'm at melissa's now.......that's how i'm on the computer...lol
yeah......so i'm gunna go now.....call the cellular!

1845*537*5505

LOTSSA LUVVV

xOoXoOx

Tara<3

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 01:16:28 GMT

Hey!

Today wuz soooo boring! Science was funny tho......bobby and me were copying everything choe whas doing. lol...she's such a nerd!

Today at practice they told us that since there were like 100 ppl who wanted to try out.....they had to do cuts! OMG! i wus SOOOOO scared! cauz i didn't know ANY of the meterial.....cauz i had to miss wendsday cauz i was sick. and then we didn't have school on thursday......And then on friday it got canceled. So at that time i totaly thought that i wasn't gunna make it. So then courtney (my coach) told Brianna, Jeanie, and Lexi (the captans) to teach it to the ppl who missed the practice on wendsday. so i learned the stuff...they told us that the music to the dance was rele fast so i did the dance really fast....and after i tried out......every one was telling me that i was moving too fast. and i was just like uhh...ok...well they told us that the music was gunna be rele fast!

AMAZINGLY......I MADE IT!!!!!! holly siznit i was so0o0o happy!!!!

I finally got to the office for my referal. I got to see MR.Coto. wich i'm rele happy about......Cauz he's one of the nicest principals. So yeah....all i got was lunch detention for the day!!!! I thought i wuz gunna get iss at least!! lol!

yeah......so i'm gunna go

lotssa luvvv

xOoXoOx

Tara<3